you probably do not know me well
and chances are you can relate
to a wrenching fight against depression
year by year yeah every day
past the ghosts of promises
scars I have from childhood faith
struggle with the most basic efforts
often seems like it's always been this way
private obstacles of "what's the point"
standing amidst so many shattered lies of permanence
with total liberation your autobiography
there is no authority but yourself
but it all boils down to LIVE or DON'T
I know there's not much merit in nothing in between
and worth in this life is mine to define
any laws of existence truly mean nothing
regardless of an ethic to be positive in public
suicide is on my mind in between everything I do
but if I'm not going to die then I know I have to live
and I live in a world that is shared with you
this world needs our help if it's going to survive
and to the torture of its creatures I cannot contribute
so I'll try to learn what promotes its health
and live one life against abuse
cos it all boils down to LIVE or DON'T
I know there's not much merit in nothing in between
and worth in this life is mine to define
any laws of existence truly mean nothing
I know it all boils down to LIVE or DON'T
and I know that choice is up to me
suicide or struggle
resistance or resignation
with total liberation your autobiography
there is no authority but yourself
credits
from Talk Minus Action Equals Zero,
released April 16, 2017
Robert I'mhuman: production, lyrix, vox
Rebekah Riott: guitar
(synth riff sample from Divtech "Fear")
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